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Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Currently
Half the World Is Watching Me
By Mew
Symmetry
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Swine Flu "Epidemic"

Boo hoo, grow up! Swine flu really is not that bad. I have had it, along with a few of my friends and over half of my school. One girl I know had it twice, even. So, what? You feel like shit and you lie in bed for a few days until it passes, and then you're okay again. It is just like the regular flu. Society is crapping their pants over it, and they're all obsessing over getting the vaccine shot. We just receive a packet at school last Friday about it, our school will be giving them for free sometime next week. All I know is I am definitely not getting it, and I encourage others not to, as well. I have read a lot about H1N1, along with the vaccination shot, and I believe it is a lot smarter to deal with the flu than risk getting the shot. The shot has too many side affects. It can cause paralysis, for crying out loud. If you haven't heard of the young woman who got the flu shot and now has neuropathy, then look up 'Flu Shot Gone Wrong' on youtube and see for yourself. She now cannot walk or speak correctly, but funny enough, she can walk backwards perfectly fine, as well as run, and when she runs she can once again speak normally. There is no way to reverse the affects, and now her life is permanently ruined. The people making all these shots and medicines have no clue what they're dealing with here. They are just throwing stuff together, testing it, and hoping it works. They have even tested the shots on animals and it has caused either paralysis or neuropathy, but they still proceed to sell it to the public. I now agree with my cousin, who believes that the government is conspiring against us with modern medicine, just to make money. Her father died of cancer earlier this year, and they discovered (unfortunately, after it was too late) that there were alternative ways that they could have helped save her dad. But did the doctors mention this? No, of course not. Because if they had, they wouldn't be making all that money off of radiation treatments and chemotherapy. Well, back to my point. The only reason doctors are creating all of these so-called vaccines is because they want to make money off of it, and they could care less whether or not it works! The H1N1 shot contains squalene, and when this is injected into animals, it causes a crippling disease, and it also stimulates the immune system to attack itself. The vaccine also contains mercury and aluminum, both neurotoxins. God knows what else is in that shot! Also, if you have negative side affects from the shot, you cannot sue for injuries! Because it is the person's "decision" to receive the shot. Well, of course a person is going to get a flu shot when leaders of society make it seem like the swine flu is deadly, and then they neglect to inform us on the precautions involved with getting the shot. The swine flu is not even a serious illness as long as you get your rest and take the proper medicine! Our government is just plain selfish. All they want is money. They say America is one of the top countries in the world, they talk about how "successful" we are; but the way I see it, we are going downhill as we speak. We may be at the top now, but in a hundred years or so, we will be nothing. Do not be fooled into what government tells you. Trust your gut and do your research. That's all I have to say.


Monday, December 07, 2009

Currently
The Lost & Found
By Rasputina
Tourniquet
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I Hear Them All, by Old Crow Medicine Show

 I hear the crying of the hungry
In the deserts where they're wandering
Hear them crying out for Heaven's own
Benevolence upon them
Hear destructive power prevailing
I hear fools falsely hailing
To the crooked wits of tyrants when they call

I hear them all
I hear them all
I hear them all

I hear the sounds of tearing pages
And the roar of burning paper
All the crimes in acquisition
Turn to air and ash and vapor
And the rattle of the shackle
Far beyond emancipators
And the loneliest who gather in their stalls

I hear them all
I hear them all
I hear them all

So, while you sit and whistle Dixie
With your money and your power
I can hear the flowers a-growing
In the rubble of the towers
I hear leaders quit their lyin'
I hear babies quit their cryin'
I hear soldiers quit their dyin', one and all

I hear them all
I hear them all
I hear them all

I hear the tender words from Zion
I hear Noah's waterfall
Hear the gentle lamb of Judah
Sleeping at the feet of Buddha
And the prophets from Elijah
To the old Paiute Wovoka
Take their places at the table when they're called

I hear them all

~~~~~

It is a distressing emotion when we can do nothing but sit and watch while others suffer. It makes us feel so helpless, and we long to do something meaningful, to make an impact, but we struggle with finding ways to do so. There are people who go to sleep hungry every single night in other parts of the world, while we sit and argue with our families which restaurant we should eat at that night. There are wars--some big, some small--taking place all over the world, while we get into petty fights with friends and family over silly things. There are leaders of our country and of other nations who are nothing but greedy, money-lovers, who conspire against our civilization every day. Babies and young children and women being abused, beaten, molested, raped. There are strong, brave men out there fighting for our country. Why are we all so unaware of this? There is so much pain and ugliness in our world. It is going downhill, I tell you. We are so wrapped up in our own little microcosm that we call 'life,' but it is nothing compared to what life is really all about. And why is it that when we do become aware of these things, we frown and say "that's too bad," and go on with our lives? We might stop and feel sad for a moment, sometimes longer, but eventually we move on. Sometimes, we want to help, we want to change the way things are, and we want to do say or do something to phenomenally influence another person's life. We explore the options of what we could do, but when nothing is relevant enough, when nothing is simple enough, when nothing is convenient enough...we just give up. Now, how pitiful is that? Tell me, what is it you hear? Do you hear them all, or does it go through on ear and out the other?


Currently
Chocolates & Cigarettes
By Angus & Julia Stone
Chocolates and Cigarettes
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A Typical Day of the Future

Start the pot of coffee
Don't forget the gingerbread cream and teaspoon of sugar
Light the incense, fill an aroma into the air
Watch the sun reflect off my hair

Hand me my pack of cigarettes
Don't forget the lighter and paperback copy of stephen king's short stories
Sit with me on the old, creaky porch swing
Watch me, adore me, make me your queen

Come with me to an open field
Don't forget your spiral notebook and my favorite ink pen
Write away, my dear, let the words flow
Watch the nature engulfing your soul


Saturday, December 05, 2009

Currently
Know Nothing Stays the Same
By Copeland
Part-Time Lover
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Love Drug

He took me, pulled me into his lap
Cradled me in his arms like a baby
Said my name in his melodic voice
And crushed his lips deep into mine
The sweet memory burns behind my eyes
I can still smell his hypnotic scent, like
Pine forest and cinnamon spice and honey
I feel the contours of his chest
My fingers tracing every ridge
Soft and smooth, my own little tast of heaven
His eyes speak to me in such a way
That no words could ever compare
Meaningful, true
Love
He kisses me again, and I grow more alert
My heart races, my clench on his shoulders tighten
My kiss is desperate, begging
Never wanting to let him go
My body does not want to be removed from his
Our bodies long to be one, everlasting
Merging together into an ecstacy of love
True love
Together, skin on skin, dissolving
Melting into one another
The world spins, my mind is jumbled
I'd never felt so whole in my life
So much better than any high, any trip
Drugs have nothing on this
The love drug
Formulating love by two beings in perfect union
In extraordinary harmony
God's greatest gift to man
To feel love, His love
The love of our lover
The love of ourselves
The love of the world
Making love to spread joy around the nation
To feel that miraculous sensation
Injected by the love drug
Is our love an addiction?
He tells me no, this is one drug
That cannot be addictive
It cannot be lust
It is love, true love
Love is not an addiction
He reminds me over and over
But I wonder, why is the love drug inhaling our souls?
Taking our minds, warping them
Molding it to what it wants it to be
Why does he seem to only need the love drug?
Why does he appear weaker without it?
Withdrawals
He can't take it
No, I tell him
He tries wrapping those arms around me once more
Kissing my lips, letting me inhale his scent
Letting me touch his body
But I refuse
This is not love
True love is not a drug
It is not addictive
Love is kind and pure, it is safe
It is not lustful
And this is quite lustful
I will not let the love drug fool me again
I know its powers, what it can do to a person
And I am much stronger than that,
And so are you


Home Sweet Home

The air smelled of sweet funnel cakes
And corn dogs and liqueur, such a
Glorious aroma filling my lungs
An ominous, glowing light
Reflected off my skin and
Floated the area surrounding me
As I walked through the fairgrounds
In a dreamlike state
I thought of home
I did not aknowledge the shrieking children
Skipping around
Dragging their apathetic parents
On to the next line of rides
The darkening peach-periwinkle sky
Did not faze me
i just trudged along, aimlessly
Deep in thought
Dreaming of home
I heard a deep, ruffled voice shout
Hey, you, young lady!
I came to an abrupt hault, looked at the man
Step right up, aim for the prize!
Three balls for five dollars!
I kept on walking
Home, sweet home
Was there such a thing?
A safe haven, surrounded by many
Who love you and care for you
A place where you can be yourself
No fear of being judged
Or ridiculed
You see it in movies and books
A happily ever after
So, where was my home?
My happily ever after?
I am nothing more than an immigrant
The soil I tread is my home
A new home each day
Once, I was lost in the desert
Dark indigo sky, gray, hard sand
Chilly night air, dry and gritty
No road for miles
No sustaining life
But mine
Or was I really there?
Am I really here?
Is this but a figment of imagination?
I stopped in line for the Ferris Wheel
Bright neon, blinking lights
Decorating the gargantuan sphere
I wanted to touch the boy in front of me
For some sort of proof
That maybe I did exist
His soft, shiny, chocolate brown hair
Reaching the nape of his neck
His neck that reminded me of cinnamon
His shirt was off-white
Dirtied a little, probably from running around
In the dusty, carnival atmosphere
As much as I wanted to tap
His shoulder
Or say hello and introduce myself
I could not
This was my fate to accept
That I was clearly nothing
Just a speck of dust in the wind
I travelled wherever the wind
Carried me
I never found a place to settle down
Because, well, what was the point?
My mother and father
Left me outside the moving van door
And demanded I not follow
A poor, helpless little girl
I stepped onto the Ferris Wheel
I took my seat
And took off
Wind blasted through my hair
But then slowed to a gentle breeze
I began rocking my seat
Grin on my face
Enjoying the experience
I had never been to a carnival before
This joy was indescribable
I smelled, once again
The corn dogs and funnel cakes
I gazed into the moonlit, violet sky
Counting the twinkling stars
As I went around and around and around
The ride seemed everlasting
I desired no end
Around and around
The soft, warm air brushing my cheeks
Like rose petals and satin
I listened to the circus music
Blasting from huge speakers
By the petting zoo tent
And from tiny speakers all around the fairgrounds
Around and around
The Ferris Wheel revolved
Around and around
Spiraling down
Around, shrinking and shrinking
Around and around
Until nothing was left
But a home sweet home
I will never get



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